the problem with writing a blog/future book. . .

is that you start to make/see connection everywhere, even when they do not exist, for example; I went to 'Ironman III ' and started to cry when Toni Sparks starts to tell the villain how 'perfect Pepper already was' when you thought she died, you see I was not living the way that I knew that I should be before the accident. I prayed for a change of heart and that my life with my family would be enough and then it happend, I died and my family prayed for me to come back the way that I was. I chose to come back, not knowing what lay in store for me here, but knowing that I was far from perfect.